dreamsSo, in the spirit of starting blogging again I have decided on giving my self three part blogs. Perhaps later they will have a theme to them, today however I just feel like giving random thoughts (aka, I have nothing of note to tell you today).
#1:
I have often read about reoccurring dreams. There is only one I can ever remember having. I was about six I think, and all I remember was a black background with the same image repeated in patters with different primary colors. However, recently I have been having dreams that are not directly related, just similar in style. Just as you can tell certain movie directors by the style of their filming, these dreams are obviously viewed through the same lens. The topic matter has been greatly varied from dream to dream. The only theme I have found thus far is that none of the dreams occur at my home.
I love have dreams though. The best movies I have ever seen are the ones that are just dreams in my mind.
#2:
New topic: Work! Which is where I am right now, and is quite thrilling. Cleaning air vents does something for your soul I am sure; gives you that eerie shiver down your spine anyways. Though that may be attributed to inhaling too many cleaners and dust over the past weeks. "Break time" right now, so this blog is entirely guilt free, even if my cleaning mood has been rather slacking this week.
#3:
Time is passing which is, of course, a shocking thing because never before in my life has time done anything besides sit on the couch and yell for more beer. I cannot believe June is reaching its ending point. It is sad because the summer is my favorite time, but I also now feel as though my life has a pretty good rhythm to it for the summer so I can get started on some of my goals for the summer. I have about five books I want to read. Most of all I want to take a trip again this summer. I'll be going to MN for a baseball game in August, but I would really like to take some other kind of break by myself instead of just with my family.
Though, I really wouldn't pass up on time with my family for anything anymore. I just wish there was some way that we could be more like we were before. I have realized as my siblings and I have grown up we do not have as much in common. It is very heart breaking in someway, but in others a relief to know that you are a separate entity meant to go out into the world and be you. Oh of all the things to call bittersweet, family will always top the list for me I am afraid.
Well, time to get back to work. I hope that I will find more interesting things to blog about, and I hope that the river proves to be an icy plunge when I go to it this weekend. Odd things coincide in hopes... and dreams.
MK
